Could You Speak?

"In the year of King Uzziah's death I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, lofty and exalted, with the train of His robe filling the temple. Seraphim stood above Him, each having six wings: with two he covered his face, and with two he covered his feet, and with two he flew. And one called out to another and said, 'Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord of hosts, the whole earth is full of His glory.' And the foundations of the thresholds trembled at the voice of him who called out, while the temple was filling with smoke." (Isaiah 6:1-4)

Isaiah was able to speak - after witnessing the holiness of the Lord.

"Then I said, 'Woe is me, for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips; for my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.'" (Isaiah 6:5)

What is our response to witnessing the holiness of God? Do we pass on by like it is of no value? Do we tremble and buckle and lay ruined?

I am ruined, Lord. I long to see your holiness. I pray for your glory to fall. May my heart shudder in Your presence and my body lay low in worship. Facedown at Your feet is where I belong.

What The World Needs Now...

...is Jesus. We need to come together as an undivided group of believers who constantly are facedown in worship at His feet. With a Father who was so glorious to send His Son to be slain, for love, our only reasonable response is to give our lives - without reservation - for His glory and His will.

Borrowing the words of John the Baptist, we need to "decrease" and our Lord "increases." He alone is worthy of praise and honor, and we need to be continuously giving of lives lived for that very purpose. There are some in this world who have never seen the magnificent face of Jesus Christ - so many souls who have never understood the wonderful longing to die to self and be completely submitted to an eternity knowing, loving, and worshipping God.

There are so many who are entirely too concerned with this-and-that to see something so great it is without words to be able to be described. We have all turned our backs to the glorious light that is our Lord Jesus - but by God's grace we are called back to see Him in all of His magnificence so that in all times we can have a rejuvenated heart that is overwhelmed with the urgency to spread the message of grace.

How intelligent is the man who denies self and removes the wisdom, power, and lusts of this world to seek something greater than life. The flesh will profit nothing, so let it die and live in faith through the Son of the Most High God.

What words are worthy enough to praise the living God - who was and is and is to come? How in all of the time that I have known and will know my God will I ever be able to understand His love? His ways are so beyond mine that I fall in defeat at the mere thought of trying to decipher them. My only chance, my only hope, is to be completely swept away and lost in Him. This world will give you trials and tribulations - it will prevent you and will force you to stumble. But rejoice! God calls you back up, even lifting you with His unquenchable strength. Never stay in the pit - but look up and praise the God who has never left you alone, who will never reject you.

He came into the world to open our eyes and we must force blindness upon ourselves? Come together into His bosom and receive - with great reverence - the promises He will keep! Nothing is more important - spend the rest of your life fighting the fight to see that!

*Note - This was originally composed a few months ago for another blog I had. If you've already seen it, my apologies.

i am...

...ignorant. I have believed so many erroneous claims about God, Jesus, His glory, His purpose, the Cross. I continue to buy into so many dead-ends and always seem to make the wrong decisions. I have fooled myself that the right path is ever before me. I’ve given up what is truly worth for trinkets and that which is fading.

…unwise. I thought myself to know so much and in turn proved my foolishness. I’ve made the choices to seek escape or degradation rather than running after the things that can open my eyes. I’ve missed the big picture and have lost the chance to enjoy true joy, happiness, fulfillment in so many ways.

…selfish. How many times have I made the Cross about me? There have been so many moments where I thought I had love pegged and knew without a doubt my illusion was it. I’ve tried to live a life of love and I can’t do it – at least not correctly.

…struggling. Sometimes my head is just above the water it seems. In so short a time I thought I had come so far – but I really just had a chance to fall back and far, a lot. Everyday is a battle and by my choices I am ill-equipped to fight it.

…hoping. There is a ray of sunshine. It is the Son. I wish I didn’t squint so much – or have to wear sunglasses. It’s so bright and I just don’t understand it. I think I can see it. He makes me feel so warm, I need Him to survive.

…longing. How my heart aches for truth. How my soul longs for unshakeable passion and a desire for nothing else but God. My fears and my self just keep getting in the way.

I wish I knew what to do. I wish I knew God the way I should. I wish I was the person I was meant to be. I wish I could stop using “I.”

What words are there that are even worthy to describe Him? Open your eyes:

“…I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, lofty and exalted, with the train of His robe filling the temple. Seraphim stood above Him, each having six wings: with two he covered his face, and with two he covered his feet, and with two he flew. And one called out to another and said, “Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord of hosts, the whole earth is full of His glory.” And the foundations of the thresholds trembled at the voice of him who called out, while the temple was filling with smoke.” (Isaiah 6:1-4)

You are. i am not.

A Collision (or 3+4=7)


I just finished the new album - and I have been blown away. It is absolutely apparent as you go through each track that David Crowder*Band has indeed grown as musicians and artists. Each of the songs just feel so...thick. As I went through the studio version for "Here is Our King," to "Wholly Yours," "Come Awake," "You Are My Joy," and "Rescue is Coming" I just felt lifted up and satisfied. This album is amazingly moving - it is a genuine experience to push "play," slip on the headphones, and just immerse yourself in a musical story.

Crowder's normal "odd" interludes are even a welcome touch, honestly. Even these little idiosyncrasies have grown in complexity and feeling since the last album. What might seem like a hindrance is actually a welcome touch the further you move through the album.

It's funny that just a few hours ago I laughed at this installment possibly being better than "Illuminate." And even as I listened to the first tracks - I wasn't quite sure what was going on - that I would eventually be swept away by a band that has matured and taken leaps and bounds with their newest C.D.

I was first introduced to David Crowder by my good friend John. I entered into fandom with a bit of reservation (partly because the first time I turned the C.D. of "Can You Hear Us" around and actually saw Crowder I freaked...but in a nice way).

I bought that C.D. at WalMart for, I think, $10. I listened to it, maybe once, and it kind of started to attract dust in my collection. It wasn't until Passion 2005 that I actually "fell in love" with DC*B.

They were (are) absolutely amazing live. I had the chance to attend a performance by the band during a late-night concert put on within Nashville (apart from the main worship they also led) and it was insanely FUN. Crowder is hysterical onstage - taking multiple breaks during the show to get the crowd laughing or to just speak his heart. It is truly a performance not to be missed. (Speaking of which, they're coming to Lexington in November...so I might get to see them before I head back out to Passion 2006).

I thank God for putting David Crowder on this earth - his songs are able to move me in such a distinct way - and I always love to worship with his music. I also would like to think my earthly father (*smile*) for getting me this C.D. during his trip to town today...it has certainly been a welcome gift.

In short: This could almost be considered a new David Crowder*Band. Go out and buy this C.D. - you will not be disappointed.

In or Out?

There are a lot of people in the world who are smarter than I am, or have a lot more time and motivation to search things out. Since it's been a while since I last updated, and I honestly cannot think of anything to post about - I'll share this nice little article I found tonight. Enjoy!

Are You In Or Out?
By Brian McLaren

Preachers like me sometimes mess up people like you. We do this unintentionally, believe me. We have the best of motives; we’re just trying to help you and protect you. But in spite of all our sincerity and good intentions, we do you damage nonetheless. Here’s how:

We want to protect you from getting drunk, so we tell you not to drink any alcoholic beverages. To protect you from that, we recommend you avoid establishments that serve alcohol. And just to be careful, we tell you to avoid people who drink alcohol too. In fact, we suggest you avoid excessive laughter … and discourage parties except those that tend toward the … well, boring.

We want to protect you from extramarital sex, so we create so much tension around the subject of sex that we keep you uncomfortable with your own sexuality and with the opposite sex. Maybe as a result of the sexual anxiety we create, you and your peers will become a tad uptight and overbearing, but at least you won’t get into overt sexual trouble, we hope.

We want to protect you from following the crowd and succumbing to peer pressure, so we either imply or assert that good Christians don’t go to movies, don’t listen to popular music, and don’t have non-Christian friends. We approve when you hide in safe church rabbit holes and protective Christian ghettos.

We don’t want you to become greedy, so we create a climate that suggests you shouldn’t make significant money, be extraordinarily successful, or maximize your earning potential. Middle class ambitions are OK. In fact, mediocrity of any sort is safest.

We don’t want you to lose your faith, so we say don’t read philosophy, don’t participate in culture or the arts, and don’t deal with tough questions and current issues. We suggest that you avoid the sciences (you might accept evolution), the social sciences (you might become sympathetic to criminals, homosexuals, and liberals), and the arts (you never know when you’ll have to look at nudes). Just recite easy answers and pat platitudes, even if doing so makes you feel dishonest, shallow, trite, or tortured.

In summary, we want to protect you from becoming “of the world,” so we tell you to not be in it. When it comes to the culture in which we live, we’d prefer you to be out of it than in it, into it, or with it.

…There’s just one problem: in trying to “save” you, we actually ruin you as disciples and probably damage you as human beings too. It’s amazing how patient you are with us, in light of the damage we do you. It’s amazing how patient the Lord is with us too, in light of the damage we do to His cause.

Seeing the Light
We’re right about one thing: Jesus called us to be not of the world. In other words, He wanted us to be different — like salt in the meat, not just meat; like light in the darkness, not just more darkness (see Matthew 5:13-16).

But we’re terribly wrong about the rest: Jesus did not want us to be out of the world — that’s unquestionably clear from His prayer in John 17. Like many preachers today, Jesus was concerned about our protection: “Father, protect them by the power of Your name” (vs. 11). But He didn’t try to achieve that protection by isolating His followers. He said, “My prayer is not that You take them out of the world but that You protect them from the evil one” (vs. 15).

How then are we supposed to be in the world — that is, the culture that surrounds us — without being conformed to it? There appear to be two guiding principles suggested in the next sentences of Jesus’ prayer.

Guiding Principle 1: “Sanctify them by the truth; Your word is truth” (vs. 17).
“Sanctify” means “make holy” or “make special” or “set apart.” Jesus is saying that His followers are protected not by isolation, but by identity. Their very identity as disciples means they understand themselves to be set apart, called to a special and holy purpose. They have received the truth of God’s message, and this truth has become for them a call to a higher, deeper, richer, more purposeful life.

How does this work out today? I go to a movie. In this movie there are murderers, sex addicts, thieves, and thugs. But even among these desperate and damaged characters, there are moments of tenderness, forgiveness, loyalty, honor, and honesty. As the story unfolds, I look just like everyone else sitting in the theater, eating popcorn and candy, but in my mind I am engaged in a kind of discernment that my movie-watching neighbors are largely oblivious to. Because I have been “set apart” by God’s message of truth, I evaluate all I see and hear in the movie by the grid of this understanding. The guy next to me is thinking, “Nice body on that woman … cool car … whoa, neat special effect.” But my mind is humming, comparing the action and values pictured in the movie with the message of truth I have come to believe.

Guiding Principle 2: “As you have sent Me into the world, I have sent them into the world” (vs. 18).
To understand the immense significance of the word “sent” in Jesus’ prayer, consider this scenario: There’s a seedy club downtown in a city near you. Inside the club, there’s a lot going on: illicit drugs being sold and purchased and ingested, alcohol being abused, prostitutes soliciting and being solicited, gangs tailing targets and planning violence. Let’s zoom in on four people who have just entered the club:

1. Jake is looking for a hooker. He’s lonely, desperate, and flushed with cash after succeeding at a robbery in another part of town.

2. Shannelle is looking for a dealer. She’s addicted to heroin and badly wants a hit. She was in treatment until yesterday, when she fled the treatment center for the streets. She has no money and is asking herself just what she’s willing to do for a hit.

3. Bruce is looking for a chance to show off. He’s got a lot of pent up inferiority and aggression and needs to impress somebody to feel good about himself. Maybe he can start a fight tonight.

4. Donna simply hopes to hook up with someone. I doesn’t matter if it’s a friend or stranger. She’s just lonely.

Entering the club, stepping over empty bottles and litter, are four others. They look no different from the rest of the crowd milling around on the dirty sidewalk:

1. Marcus is an undercover agent. He’s actually looking for Jake, hoping to make an arrest.

2. Charice is Shannelle’s sister. She’s trying to find her sister and convince her to go back into treatment.

3. Leshawn is an AIDS activist. He’s there to distribute literature to urge people to avoid high-risk behaviors.

4. Marie is a journalist, writing a story on the band playing on the stage.

What’s the difference between the first four and the second? The second group are there on a mission, and that mission makes them “in” the club without being “of” it.

Similarly, with our minds transformed by this sense of identity and mission, followers of Jesus can fully enter the world and fully live in it without being conformed to it. After all, we don’t enter the world alone; we enter and engage it with Jesus.

Consider Jesus
He was sent into the world as a seeker of lost treasures, a doctor to sick people, a friend to the friendless. Do we share His mission? He was an expression of God’s love for the world. Could we be called the same? He wants to redeem the cultures of the world (as is made clear in passages like Revelation 5:9, where cultural distinctives are maintained in heaven). Do we similarly respect and love the world’s diverse cultures? He attended parties and was accused of being a drunkard, a glutton, and a companion of tax collectors and other sinners. Are we too isolated to be similarly accused?

The Light Under a Bucket
In a way, we preachers are right: it’s dangerous out there. It’s easy to be conformed to the world, to lose our distinctive identity and mission. But we preachers are dead wrong when, instead of using all our powers and gifts to infuse people with a sense of Christian identity and mission, we opt for isolation. Whenever we offer the lesser option — and whenever you take it — we fail Jesus. We work against Him instead of for Him.

I am reminded of a story Jesus told in Luke 10:30-36. The story included nudity, violence, compassion, and kindness. It was about a robber who beat up a traveler, stripped him, and left him dead in the gutter. There were two highly religious people in the story who took the isolation option. They couldn’t bring themselves to come near the beaten traveler (whose bloody and naked condition would be rated neither G nor even PG). If we told the story, that religious pair would be good guys. Not in Jesus’ version.

In the Scriptures, there are two ways we can go wrong — one of them more obviously dangerous; the other more subtly. We can acclimate to the culture around us, be infected with its evil, and forget our unique identity, thus becoming “of” it as we’re “in” it. That’s obviously tragic. But we can also slide into another more subtle tragedy: we can isolate ourselves. Like the two religious men in Jesus’ story, we can isolate ourselves in our holy huddle, our Christian ghetto (which, by denying our mission, becomes anti-Christian). Rather than being servants in our culture — doctors healing the sick, seekers after lost sheep, coins, and sons — we can become an elitist clique, a frightened minority, angry critics, snobs standing above culture, and nerds cringing outside it.

Basking in the Son
But Jesus invites us to remember our identity and mission — to join Him in entering the world to celebrate all that’s good and to seek to transform all that’s not. That means that whenever we hear a good song or see a good scene in a movie, when we enjoy good art or good cooking, or when we find ourselves in good architecture or read a good paragraph in literature, we celebrate the goodness, enjoy it, savor it, thank God for it.

As Paul said, Christians aren’t to be sourpusses and faultfinders, because after all, “God has given us all things to enjoy” (1 Timothy 6:17), and “to the pure, all things are pure” (Titus 1:15). And where we see evil, corruption, dangerous philosophies, and destructive values, we call a spade a spade, because as Paul said, God wants us to learn to “discern what is best” (Philippians 1:10).

If we live with this sense of identity and mission, knowing who we are in the world and what we’re about, we will be truly alive. If we don’t — if we try to avoid sinful passions by extinguishing passion altogether; if we try to isolate rather than engage the world as followers and agents of Jesus — we’ll give further evidence to the world that although we throw around the name of Jesus, we don’t truly follow Him. Because His followers are not to be isolated avoiders, passionless nerds, or snooty critics. They’re to be in the world, into it, with it, engaged, alive, and passionate — not out of it.

Here’s how John put it: “Whoever claims to live in Him must walk as Jesus did” (1 John 2:6). Jesus was in the world, engaged, alive, involved, making a difference. To follow Him, we must do the same.

MySpace Bulletins.

I've decided to try and spread the Word of God via MySpace bulletins that go out to the people on my friend's list. I take the time to lay my heart out in them, establish what I believe, but - of course - to make sure that Scripture is included (for I would never want to lead a brother or sister astray if my interpretation was incorrect). I've included my most recent two below (and hopefully will include the rest as they are posted).

Title: Taste and See

"Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the man who trusts in Him!" (Psalm 34:8)

I have been so blessed by our wonderful creator. I was given a body and life. I was freed from my sin and given forgiveness by Jesus Christ. He is the Spirit that works in me for the glory of God - to do those good works He prepared in advance for me and to present me to our Lord sanctified, justified, and humbled by His blood.

Take this day to thank God for every blessing He purchased for you with His wonderful cross. Boast in nothing else! His lovingkindness is what sustains us, penetrates us, and has us cry out "Abba, Father - Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord!"

"The Lord bless you and keep you;

The Lord make His face shine upon you,

And be gracious to you;

The Lord lift up His countenance upon you,

And give you peace.” (Numbers 6:24-26)

Title: What Is Love?

"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things." (1st Corinthians 13:4-7)

And what are we to do with this love?

"Jesus said to him, ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.” (Matthew 22:37-40)

And how do we do this?

"But God forbid that I should boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world. For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision avails anything, but a new creation." (Galatians 6:14-15)

Take a moment to search out God's plan for your life (He does have one). Immerse yourself in the confines of God's Word and in prayer. Trust the movement of the Holy Spirit in your life and see:

"...the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law." (Galatians 5:22-23)

Words of Encouragement.

I have met some amazing people since I opened my MySpace account. I stopped lurking on a few of the boards I am a member of and since then I have had some great discussions with people who really are on their way to loving the Lord with all their being. One such man, "OnTheAltar," posted this amazing piece the other day and I wanted to share it with whomever might read this blog. Please click here to go to his MySpace profile to send him a message or any feedback (send me word if there are any problems with the link). Thanks.

*Christ, I thirst for your righteousness, and your judgement in this world. My soul is dry, and I feel cracked and broken.

This world is so dark...so dead...and it seems to be sucking the life out of me. Before You, and before the sons of man, I lay down this mask called pride and I cry for help. I know not how much longer I can bear this world. I long for you to come back. I long to see you in all your glory, riding through the sky, as every created being bows to you - proclaiming that you are the Living and True God. That is not for me to ask though. You know Your plan, and it does not revolve around me. Help me to trust.

All around me, I am surrounded by sickness. Disease rips through my friends - my family. The stench of death sickens me. Like a crime scene, where the devil has had his way, it lingers in the air, haunting me all too often. We can see that lucifer has made the most of his kingdom in this fallen world. He plays with addiction and cancers as if this were a game. This is no game. This is all out war, and one that I am willing to fight.

But oh my Lord, oh my Christ, your child is weary. Despite my condition, the battle rages on. The enemy does not follow any code of honor. The weak, the sick, and the downcast hearts; those are the first to die by the dragon's claws.

If I am to bring you any victories, by Your spirit I must stand. By your love I must be renewed. Without your grace, without your healing, assuredly I will fall by the blade of the enemy. I will stand my ground. Only for You will I fight on this battlefield. And if this meadow should run red with my blood, be it only for You my King.

Though I've yet to see your face, I have tasted the fruits of your provision. I've seen the workers you have sent to plow the earth, that I might have living bread to fill my soul. My King, I shall tell of your good works to all who will listen.

The ink that covers my skin tells of Your story, speaking of Your goodness. This warpaint is placed boldly, only for You. I hide the scars on my battle-hardened skin, beneath these tattood images, only to tear at them time and time again. Why must I re-open the wounds that you have healed so many times? Help me to trust...to forgive myself...to forgive this world.

My King, my General, teach me your ways. I stand on this hill, which looks upon what seems to be a slaugher. I'll walk down this hill with confidence. You are supreme. You will be victorious. Despite what this world says, Your day is coming, and I plan on having an army behind me, loyal only to You, on that day.

Satan beware, hellspawn beware, your reign is coming to an end. You've taken enough of the people I love. Now, my God shall have His vengance. You'd be best bowing at the feet of my King. Make your peace with Him soon, for in all His grace for the righteous, He's certain to come with judgement for the wicked. My God will put an end to your kind.

There shall be no more suffering. There shall be no more tears. The former things of this world have passed away. Now only love. Only love. Only He who is love. *
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copyright - David Mason 2005. Please do not print, use or reproduce without my permission. Cheers.

Go To This Show, Too.

I posted yesterday about my desire to have every person (college-aged) in the world to go to Passion 2006. I wasn't lying, and this post in no way negates my previous one - there is really no reason why you shouldn't go to Passion...it's all kinds of awesome.

However, there is also no reason why you shouldn't go to the show outlined below. If you have the chance to see Norma Jean, Haste the Day, and Still Remains all in the same night - for $12 - you'd have to be out of your mind not to go. Seriously.

Go To Passion.

This is a very "random" post - one I never really intended to make - but I came across this banner image tonight and I figured I would post it on the off-chance that a college-aged person might visit this blog.

If you haven't heard about the Passion conference/268 generation you can click right here to go to their main site - loaded with information about all kinds of things going on, including Passion '06.

Words cannot describe what an experience this is. I went last year (and can't wait to go again this year). If you are a believer in Christ then nothing you will ever go to can be compared to this experience...worshipping with 15,000 other believers, getting to see your favorite worship leaders live, hearing some amazing messages from people on fire for Christ and people who know what they are talking about. There were multiple times I was completely flipped upside down and ripped open, to be made new over a four-day period.

I probably spent $600 in total to go down by myself last year (hotel, food, etc.) and it was worth every penny. This year, I get to save some money by going with my church, which is cool. But, as I said before, money is not a factor here - no matter what, GO!

Evil is Alluring.

("Devil's Advocate", Money, Lex Luthor, and Hitler)

I was watching Smallville today and a thought that had registered before came up again - evil is very alluring.

I can see this in my own life - the points where something is wrong and you know you shouldn't do it, but you end up doing it anyway (even if you don't "want" to) {Romans 7:15}. There are all kinds of things that can be considered "evil" - not just circumstances - but I have noticed that they almost always have a certain trait - they entice you to come to them.

The big thing about the Dark Side in Star Wars is that it is not necessarily more powerful (although they'll tell you that if it's what you want to hear) but that it is also very fast. The evil that you succumb to can instantly gratify your longings - even if they are ill-conceived. Sadly, once you have taken a taste of this evil, it is very hard to escape from - and the more and more you do it, the more chance you have to become totally under its control.

Star Wars may be fiction - but it seems to know a lot about non-fiction.

I know arguments can arise about what is evil and what is not. "What you see as evil might not be evil to me" is probably the biggest one that I hear - and I do understand where this thought process is coming from - I've been there before. However, I've come to the point in my life where I can see (and believe) that there is a source of truth in the universe - and that this source is good and trustworthy.

Now, we might not all believe the same things, but I think it is very important for people to have a common mind when it comes to evil. Something just strikes me when it comes to this subject that I am convinced life would be better if we all agreed that that is evil and that is not...clearer lines could be drawn and enforced.

It's just too bad I don't have any type of plan for this, though. I've tried to have conversations with people about this and there are just too many walls up - on both sides. Maybe we need to tear some of those down first. I'm pretty sure I'm considered "closed-minded" for being a Christian (and will agree there might be some places where that is true) - but I also think that I am trying really hard for the best of not just myself.

If anybody out there has ideas of how we can figure this out I'd be open to hearing them (as long as they're not facetious, immature, or prejudiced). Thanks for reading.