Good Movies and God.

I've noticed something since I became a believer - but a bit of a back story might help you understand a little more.

I love movies. There is very little in this world that I enjoy more than a good movie. I don't know why - and it is much deeper than simple cinematography and special effects - but movies speak to my soul. I thank God for movies, I really do.

But what is it about a movie that is so grand? And, to take it a bit further - how is it possible for me to love movies so much, yet still glorify God and not make them idols?

It's all about the good movie. This is not all movies - and in fact - there have been few truly good movies in my life. A good movie is defined by the feeling it elicits. They are saturated with truth and make your soul cry out.

There is beauty. There is heart. There is truth. There is love. There is emotion. There are a plethora of other things that make you say "Wow" - or maybe just take your breath away.

These are the movies that after you are done watching them, you have to praise God for the universe he created. For the absolute depth he has envisioned and the magnificent wonder of it all.

But these are not all movies. Some movies speak to your soul about the depravity of humanity. There is so much senseless violence in movies it's scary. Other movies just exist to be a movie - they are fun, they're a time away from the world. They're entertainment. These serve their purposes...but these aren't good movies.

Good movies help you worship God. Good movies don't have to be intentional. Good movies have a weight that is almost hard to carry when you've finished them.

They make you cry when you're at your toughest. They make you humble when you've never been more proud. They open your eyes and show you that it - all of this - is SO much bigger than you've ever imagined.

Good movies show you God - and sometimes they don't even know it.

Unleashed.

I had heard only good things about this movie. I remember when I first saw the trailer for it I knew that I wanted to check it out. I never made it to the theater, but tonight a friend invited me over to his house and I finally got a chance to check it out.

I'm pretty sure that Jet Li's acting in this movie was not on accident (meaning that he knew what he was doing and how he was playing his part). If that is the case, I am: one, very sorry that I have seen a few of his other movies (english-dubbed or otherwise) that have given me a negative opinion of him; and, two, I am sorry that he has been type-cast for so long. This is the best movie I have seen Jet Li in and the best I have ever seen Jet Li act.

Sure, most people just like him because he is an amazing martial artist; however, in this movie it is much more than that. There is emotion, danger, feeling. Yes, he fights - but they are brutal. There are still the stylized, fluid elements - but this is a different Jet Li that is kicking and punching...it's not just for the camera and the cool looks, it's because he has to - to be free, to be the man he wants to be.

I'm not going to summarize this movie because I don't want to detract anything from it. However, I highly recommend it. You will not be wasting your time or money to check this out - it is truly superb.

The Importance of Context

In a day where so many people are simply opening a Bible and pulling quotes to serve their purpose, I have learned a good lesson this evening about reading Scripture in context.

As an example, I take the book of Esther. One might get to the point I was at, namely 9:5 - "Thus the Jews struck all their enemies with the sword, killing and destroying; and they did what they pleased to those who hated them." (NASB)

Wow. Those Jews were a bunch of sadistic killing machines weren't they? (Or, another possible interpretation of this passage could be that it is okay to kill those who hate us).

Sure - you can say that if you do not know the entire story presented in the book of Esther. And you can also make that assumption depending on the translation you have at your fingers.

First off, this is why the Jews were killing their enemies: "For Haman, the son of Hammedatha, the Apagite, the adversary of all the Jews, had schemed against the Jews to destroy them and had cast Pur, that is the lot, to disturb them and destroy them." (Esther 9:24, NASB)

Going a little further in the same chapter shows that the Jewish people had been schemed against and their enemies were plotting to destroy (kill) them. The people that they killed in that above passage were prepared to make the first strike. The Jews were defending themselves (see Esther 8:11).

Sure - I can see defense as an "honorable" excuse - but what about the fact that it said they "did what they pleased" to them?

That is where your Bible translation and a lack of exegesis might let you down.

With the word "pleased" - I checked a few translations I have and it is rendered as also being "would," "desired," and "pleasured." A check of a concordance - to see what the original language meant to say - does show that H7522 (the word in question) is derived from the word "delight" (H7521) - however, it is also defined as being "willed" and "acceptable." While I do not want to put words into God's mouth, or say my interpretation of this passage is correct - I think that, looking in context, it could be said that the Jews did what was willed and acceptable to those who had schemed to destroy them (while also NOT feeling the need to loot the enemies as they had planned to do the Jews - Esther 9:10, 15).

Why all this for a simple passage in a, probably, hardly read book in Scripture? Well, while I was reading, my first (emotional) response was the "Wow - that just does not seem right." BUT, with further study into the situation and what the text was originally trying to say - I realized that my original conclusion was incorrect.

Do we take this same process for interpreting those highly-read pieces of Scripture?

10 Hours Later.

Well, I just finished the assignment that was given to me about two weeks ago. As is normal with me and homework, I put it off until the absolute last day. I ended up spending about 5 hours last night working on it, and then I woke up this afternoon and put in another 5. Not too bad, but it really did frustrate me when I was done with all the text and I closed Word without saving (my last Auto-Save was well before all the work). Feel free to take a look at the finished work and let me know what you think.

http://rapidshare.de/files/6539231/TDurbin_User_Manual_Complete.pdf.html

Honestly...


this is getting ridiculous.

First it's Mortal Treason a couple weeks ago - and now Symphony in Peril has decided to not make music anymore. Worst yet, I'll probably not get to make any of those last four shows...so I'll never see them live. I'm not throwing a pity-party for myself (because this isn't really worthy of that) but...c'mon...how many more amazing bands are just going to quit?

Really?

My Camera?

I've been talking to my dad about photography ever since the "itch" became action. We've been going over prices, deciding what exactly I need in a camera (because I consider myself a pro, of course, so I need something great). Anyway - the camera above is a Fuji S2 Pro - it's the same camera that my dad uses (he actually is a professional). We'll probably end up going with an S1 Pro for me - because it has all the same features I would need and is about $200 cheaper. It's going to take getting used to a bigger camera with more manual settings because I've been using my Kodak DX6440 for a while - and it's pretty small and everything's automated. Either way, I'm still pretty excited at the possibility of getting a nicer camera and starting to become a better phtographer. I have high hopes to not only entertain myself, but to also share the beauty of this world with others. I also thought it would be an awesome ministry opportunity to take some pictures and then create inspirational/Scriptural posters, cards, etc. with the shots. Lord knows He has created awesome witnesses to his beauty in nature - I just hope to be "good" enough to accurately show that beauty I see daily.

For good measure - here's the S1 Pro:

October 15th Show


Tonight my father and I made the trek up to Louisville (Fairdale, KY exactly) and caught another show at Bulldog Café. There were about eight total bands on the bill (not all played, though) - but I went for the headliners: Bloodlined Calligraphy and Winter Solstice.

We went late specifically to miss a couple bands because I personally did not want to sit through hours of music from bands I had little to no interest in (not their fault, just personal preference based on some bad experiences with having to go through LONG concerts). Either way, we reached the venue and they were just now letting people in (or, at least there was a long line when we tried to get in).

The first three (or four, can't really remember) bands that led up to the headliners weren't really too bad. A couple of them were bands that my friend and I (had he been there) would have had a good laugh about because of their over-use of vulgarity. It's a long story, and kind of an in-joke, but we always find it amusing when bands think they have to resort to "F-in f, muther-f'ers, s, man, f-f-f!" to look cool. It has the complete opposite effect.

Plus (and I have come to the rightful conclusion that they are just going to be at almost every show I go to from now on) there were hardcore kids - lots of them. Tonight wasn't bad if you count the fact that no fights (I believe) were started. BUT (oh, there's always a but with these people) there was a table broken, a hanging light knocked around, one guy kicked (or something) in the face/eye, a bunch of people getting thrown around - and other general stupidity going on. (Note: I consider myself a "good" Christian - meaning in particular that I at least try to love everyone, no matter what. However, there is something about hardcore kids that just irks me...real bad. Like, "I could probably hurt these guys really bad if given the chance and a night-stick" bad. I'm sorry about these thoughts, but I'd have them a lot less if these people were respectful, cautious, and not at the concerts I go to.)

That aside - Bloodlined Calligraphy and Winter Solstice were great. The P.A.s were maxed out bad, so the vocals were not clear (or, really, audible). The sound, other than that, was fine - and it was cool to see a female hardcore lead (B.C.). I actually had seen her at the merch booth and she is a real cute girl - and seemed to be real sweet from the way she acted off-stage. She's kinda crazy when she gets the mic, though.

Definitely worth $7 a ticket.

It's Happened.

I guess some part of my father has finally rubbed off on me - because (although I have had a slight interest before) I'm really thinking about getting into photography (as a recreation, not a career). My dad has been a professional for about 25 years, and I expressed interest today while we were talking, and he let me know that he would be willing to teach me some of the "tricks" of the trade. I took some pictures today and he seemed impressed with what little skill I have currently - so maybe there is hope in the future.

I created a Flickr profile where I am going to be posting all of my pictures (the good ones, really) - so stop on by and let me know what you think. Honest opinions would be preferred, but if you have nothing nice to say - be gentle with my feelings at least :)

Thanks. Until next time...

Division.

I found a post on MySpace today that rang rather true about some issues I have seen lately (and have been wrestling with for some time). It went "Protestants do not like Catholics, and Catholics do not like Protestants. Then, we are dumb enough to debate in front of non-believers."

How true.

I happen to believe Paul when he speaks these words in Romans 12:4-5: "For as we have many members in one body, and all members have not the same office: So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."

And also in 1 Corinthians 12:12: “For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ.”

We may have differing opinions and struggle with issues of faith, doctrine, interpretation, etc. – but we must lay hold (as believers) of the sound Biblical truths outlined above. We are all members of one body – that is, Christ – and as such, even in our differences, we must remain connected and must all work towards the purpose assigned to us. Meaningless squabbles will serve no purpose but to divide the body and cause further negative observations towards the Church.

So, how do we take hold of this obvious problem and begin to change?

I think we need to focus first on God, of course, and listen to the instructions given in His word – primarily 2 Timothy 3:16-17: “All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.”

We as believers need to take hold of the promise outlined here that the Word of God is in fact God-breathe, and can be taken as true – not only for the instituting of sound doctrine, but also for reproof, correction, and instruction. Rather than relying upon our personal opinions (which I personally can admit is often difficult) we need to rely more upon God and His instructions that He has outlined for us. I cannot think of a time in my life, aside from the human factor involved (meaning issues with interpretation, etc.) that the Word of God has proved to be either a nuisance or a lack of support/resolution.

Second, I think we need to focus on how we deal with problems between brethren. I love how Jesus outlines the “procedure” for talking to a brother about sin (which I believe can be applied to any situation between brothers that required open communication):

“Moreover if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you, you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear, take with you one or two more, that ‘by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.’ And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector.” (Matthew 18:15-17, NKJV)

Here we see that our problems between each other are not to become public matter. We first need to go to our fellow brother/sister and let them know there is a problem – using the above example of leaning on the Word for reproof, correction, and instruction. If that does not work, then we need to take the issue before a “gathering” and see what comes. Next, if the first two instances did not work, we take the issue up with the church. And, lastly, if none of these methods have proven effective, we consider that person to be to us as an unbeliever.

I also would like to mention here (as further support) that Paul himself followed this same method of private practice with issues:

“I went to clarify with them what had been revealed to me. At that time I placed before them exactly what I was preaching to the non-Jews. I did this in private with the leaders, those held in esteem by the church, so that our concern would not become a controversial public issue, marred by ethnic tensions, exposing my years of work to denigration and endangering my present ministry.” (Galatians 2:2, Message Translation)

If you’ll notice, Paul reveals exactly how he deals with inter-Church disputes. He does this in private so that any issues would not become public – leading to controversy and the possible compromise of his ministry. I ask now – how many times have our ministries been marred because of public disputes that should have been settled behind “closed doors” between brothers in a calm, Biblical fashion? I would imagine too many to count.

The only reason I feel so strongly about this issue is because I see it so prevalently in today’s society – and I have witnessed first-hand the damaging effects that dissension can cause. It is my heart to repair this damage and to rectify in some way the contributing forces to the problem. I do not think we can go wrong by following the Biblical examples above – but I know that we have gone wrong before by not following them.

Spot On Assessment.

You are Romans.

You have insight on what
it means to turn your life around
and try to live for God.
You really want people to understand
the deeper things of God,
but have a tendency to come across
as pushy and prideful...and at times,
maybe you are. But you know your
weakness and work hard at trying
to temper it with grace and compassion.

Which book of the Bible are you?



Honestly, if you know anything about me - this is accurate to a "T." (And just so happens to be my favorite book of the Bible, for some reason).

May It Not Be.

I really love the new C.D. by David Crowder*Band. For some strange reason, it makes me feel really good every time I listen to it. The work also has the effect of causing some rather deep insights to rise to the surface.

See, I went to my grandmother’s house the other day to solicit money from her for a charity walk I am doing. As is normal for our visits, we ended up getting into another theological discussion – this time about the depravity of man (yes, I understand your grandmother is not as cool as mine, it’s perfectly okay). I told her I have absolutely no hope for mankind – and she gave me an awesome picture of the parallel of our current situation and Noah’s time. She’s cool like that.

Anyway, as I was driving home, pondering our conversation – I was listening to David Crowder sing, “…There’s darkness in my skin, My cover’s wearing thin. I’d love to start again, go back to innocent, and never leave. I just believe things can get better. There’s nothing wrong with love, I think it’s just enough to believe…Rescue is coming…” And, then, all of a sudden, it hit me: The Cross of Christ Is a Stumbling Block!

Bear with me…

We are so caught up in our self-righteousness nowadays it almost makes me sick; partly because every now and then it happens to rub off on me, and partly because we have this wild assumption that we can get into heaven…by our own power, or good works, or some other ridiculous thing. This really irks me because I just happen to believe the only way into Heaven, without Christ, is this “Therefore you shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect” (Matthew 5:48)

“But you’ve got to be kidding me, man!” I know – there are some really great people on this Earth who have to be pretty darn close to that whole perfection thing…aren’t there? I’d say, “No.” But I’m a pessimist.

If man is not totally depraved – these verses (Romans 3:10-18) have got to be lies: “There is none righteous, no, not one; There is none who understands; There is none who seeks after God. They have all turned aside; They have together become unprofitable; There is none who does good, no, not one. Their throat is an open tomb; With their tongues they have practiced deceit; The poison of asps is under their lips; Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness. Their feet are swift to shed blood; Destruction and misery are in their ways; And the way of peace they have not known. There is no fear of God before their eyes.” I tend to believe this wholeheartedly. If you don’t – do me a quick favor and switch on the news...it won’t take you long to see every one of these things currently being played out for the world to see.

To continue with the state of man, we’ll look at Romans 3:23 “…for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.”

What then do we say about our power – we the murderers, liars, thieves, and all around despicable people? “O Lord, I know the way of man is not in himself; It is not in man who walks to direct his steps.” (Jeremiah 10:23) We can’t save ourselves. It is not in us. (Remember from just a bit above this sentence what is in us).

Good news. Titus 2:11-14 “For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age, looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself His own special people, zealous for good works.” God made a way for us to Him.

If that above verse is not true – if God did not send His Son to be a propitiation for sin – then the cross of Christ must be foolishness to you. It certainly has become a stumbling block for you – because you’ve got your salvation in hand…to think of needing some rugged execution device to free you must be preposterous.

“…but we preach Christ crucified, to the Jews a stumbling block and to the Greeks foolishness, but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men” (1 Corinthians 1:23-25)

“For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, And bring to nothing the understanding of the prudent.” (1 Corinthians 1:18-19)

“But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; nor can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he who is spiritual judges all things, yet he himself is rightly judged by no one. For “who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct Him?” (1 Corinthians 2:14-16)

“For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, “He catches the wise in their own craftiness”; and again, “The Lord knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are futile.” (1 Corinthians 3:19-20)

If you look upon that wonderful Cross and see just wood and mock the ignorance of those blind-sheep who follow that fake, dead savior – you are the fool.

“For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Professing to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things.” (Romans 1:20-23)

But glory be to the Most High God – He has not left us in our sinful, ignorant, pitiful, self-serving, leading-to-death lifestyles. He has made a way.

“In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. / But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name: who were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.” (John 1:4 / John 1:12-13)

“No one has seen God at any time. The only begotten Son, who is in the bosom of the Father, He has declared Him.” (John 1:18)

“And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.” (John 17:3)

What we were completely unable to do – that is, obtain an eternal relationship with the one true God – God did for us through the sacrifice of His Son, Christ Jesus.

“For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)

And what should our response to this be?

“But God forbid that I should boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world.” (Galatians 6:13)

And…

“For to me, to live is Christ, and to die is gain.” (Philippians 1:21)

And…

“Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord of hosts; The whole earth is full of His glory!” (Isaiah 6:3)

You might not be taking all this in. I’ll admit – it’s really difficult for me, too. I’m all about earning my salvation – I have been raised with this mindset that I need to be justified by my own good works, that I am to chase after the glory of my name, that life (and I assume death) is what I make it.

Boy…have we been wrong for so long.

AHHHHHHH!

While that was just an attempt at a funny headline - it almost does mirror my current internal attitude (which has, of yet, failed to emit itself from my body). I will not lie and try to invite everyone to a pity party - far from it - I'm actually doing (probably) the best I have done since I started following Christ. God's great mercy has pulled me from the miry pit I found myself in not three months ago and I am currently standing upon the Rock. However, Satan (the vile villain he is) has decided to remind me of the truth that I am in the middle of a war, and even though I have sided with the victor - he intends to remind me daily of my struggles, my sins, my shortcomings.

I thank God, though, for the truth that in Christ I am "more than [a conqueror]" {Romans 8:37}. Through a (brief) study of Job, reading various interpretations on it, hearing John Piper's words on this very verse in Romans - I am beginning to understand and believe the role Satan plays in God's will. While it might (and seems to) be unbeknownst to him who battles me, his very attacks are governed by God. My Lord holds Satan in check and only allows him to work within His (God's) will towards my tribulation that brings perseverance, then character, then hope {Romans 5:3}. It is in my sufferings (and I do not equate the current perils I face to be equal with some my brothers and sisters in Christ are currently suffering) that I am assured of my justification and recognizing of my sanctification. In short - my goal to make "to live is Christ, and to die is gain" {Philippians 1:21} the song of my heart, soul, and mind must be accomplished through the refining of my faith through fire {1 Peter 1:6-8}. Today marks (as best I can measure) one year that I have been "aware" of the cross of Christ - so my journey continues and the road ahead of me looks and seems to be long and winding. My hope comes from God's promise to be always before me and always working towards the good of his servant who loves Him.

But what does the future hold? By the grace of God many more years of service to His kingdom; more time devoted to gaining/attaining/maintaining essential disciplines; exegesis, memorization, and preaching of the Word of God; further sanctification through the work of the indwelling Holy Spirit; a great increase in my faith, courage, forgiveness, mercy; and, hopefully, much more than I can either imagine nor anticipate. It's scary to imagine no growth in my future - but that just seems like a blatant lie cooked up by the deceiver - one in which I will happily depart myself if able.

Theological Seminary in about a year? Quite possibly - at least it continues to look more like something I'm being moved towards. I've had varying opinions about when I should enroll and what I should study. Again, by the grace of God I pray not only for guidance, but for His path for me to be shown.

"For I know the thoughts that I think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)